hey flowerpuke, i am glad you did not go through with it and hope you will continue to fight and not go through with it ever. as someone who has struggled with thoughts for a decade of my life and seen friends fall victim to it for such little things, i really do hope you get the help and support you need and work towards being happy wherever you are and especially with yourself because a healthy happy life is out there for you.

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god i wish that were me